Back to Myself

現在臉書上只剩一些小廢話跟小抱怨，連照片都不太上傳了。自從找回定期寫網誌的習慣之後，那些不能說的、不好說的似乎都有得以發洩的出口。不過，也不知道這地方有誰在看，雖然還是不能盡興但至少也能盡情寫很多的廢話。

HBO出品，對岸同胞翻成"新聞播報室"，寫這篇的時候其實我也只看過第一季第一集。但我覺得光是第一集就已經非常精采，不僅很有深度，也對我們現在的所謂"新聞的價值"有很強烈的反思，尤其是目前台灣返媒體壟斷的狀況。我喜歡看美國影集其中一個最大的原因就是美國的編劇非常有才，劇情連貫、有內容、有邏輯。

ten more days to go.

got my student visa, new epassport.

found the place to stay, booked the train ticket from Paris to Lille.

finished my french class and passed the driving license exam.

ready to move all my stuff back from dorm to home, and pack up.

"You don't know me, and you don't even care."

我們就這樣一直互相責備著到底是誰不了解誰，卻沒發現誰都不願意愛誰。

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... she said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
She said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.

　　上星期二Micheal Sandel大師來台演講，題目是"What Money Can't Buy?"，探討市場道德的極限。台大體育館湧入了超過6000千人來目睹哈佛政治哲學教授的風采。其實他所提出的案例跟他的新書幾乎一樣，演講也如同在哈佛課堂中上課的方式一樣。

"All of life is an act of letting go, but what hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye."

"It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did, and your heart is heavy with remorse."

印象中似乎是國一的音樂課表演上唱過SHE的魔力。

雖然不是他們的瘋狂粉絲，但真的覺得他們一路走來擁有非常迷人的特質。

成長、勇敢、善良、堅強、無懼。

而我也因為有他們的歌聲陪伴，才得以看見自己十年來的變化。

一直很想念心中那個單純相信的女孩。

現在，我則是相信著，轉身後我才能重新獲得簡單的快樂。

在雲端　飛機就要著陸
帶我回到　最初飛翔之處 
看著窗　映著我的臉龐
那個女孩　是否還在我臉上

也曾在晴空　遭遇過　亂流起伏
穿過人心幽谷　懂得天真是包袱 
卻不想改變面目

像女孩的女人　不願世故 
情願拿我真心　當作是禮物
複雜的世界裡　單純的去付出 
哪怕說認真會輸

像女孩的女人　有時會哭 
受過傷卻不怕　再踏上旅途
算計的世界裡　走自己的腳步 
也不願入境隨俗 
(堅持飛我的天真　航路)