Back to Myself

用一首歌來說晚安。

某個夜晚，坐在車上，廣播放了這首歌，於是我問他要不要去看電影，當然還有隨之發生的事。

從此這首歌之於我，就如金黃色的麥田之於小狐狸。

You're the light, you're the night
You're the color of my blood
You're the cure, you're the pain
You're the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much

You're the fear, I don't care
Cause I've never been so high
Follow me to the dark
Let me take you past our satellites
You can see the world you brought to life, to life

So love me like you do, love me like you do
Love me like you do, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, touch me like you do
What are you waiting for?

Fading in, fading out
On the edge of paradise
Every inch of your skin is a holy grail I've got to find
Only you can set my heart on fire, on fire

Yeah, I'll let you set the pace
Cause I'm not thinking straight
My head spinning around I can't see clear no more
What are you waiting for?

Love me like you do, love me like you do
Love me like you do, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, touch me like you do
What are you waiting for?

你要如何原諒彼時此時的愚蠢
如何原諒奮力過但無聲
在苦心之後 看潮汐的永恆
歲月在這兒 溫涼如絲卻 也能灼身
青春是遠方 流動的河

你要如何原諒時光遺失的過程
要如何才能容忍它發生
要如何才能想而不問

而我在這裡等
等溼透的心聽雨聲
等身體回溫

城裡 夜如海洋
(每夜)
所有在明滅的窗
虛而不假

你要如何離別仍須遊蕩的旅人
要如何讓緣分就是緣分
如何凝視緣分看我們 的每種眼神

而我
不停的
無悔的
與你的
總有的

We don't need to change for someone to be loved

'cause there would be someone just loving the way you are.

If he doesn't, then he's not the one.

:)

Oh, her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shinin'
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her tryin'
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her, she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay?
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh, you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for, then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

夏日。

黃昏。

微風帶著這首歌開始輕唱的時候，突然讓我很想哭。

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
Don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na na na na, a na na, hey Jude...

'Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?'

先別說電影，這首歌絕對堪稱2013年經典了。

有多少創傷卡在咽喉 有多少眼淚滴濕枕頭

有多少你覺得不能夠 被懂的痛 只能沉默

有多少夜晚沒有盡頭 有多少的寂寞 無人訴說

有多少次的夢 還沒做 已成空

#等到黑夜翻面之後 會是新的白晝

等到海嘯退去之後 只是潮起潮落

別到最後你才發覺 心裡頭的野獸

還沒到最終就已經罷休

心臟沒有那麼脆弱 總還會有執著

人生不會只有收穫 總難免有傷口

不要害怕生命中 不完美的角落

陽光在每個裂縫中散落

就算一切重來又怎樣 讓你的心在我心上跳動

每個逐漸暗下來的夜 一起走過

不如就勇敢打破 生命中的裂縫

陽光就逐漸灑滿了其中

實習醫生格蕾(Grey's Anatomy)S7E18由Sara Ramirez演唱的The Story，她的歌聲充滿了張力跟感染力，實在太好聽了，讓我一聽就上癮。而且歌詞也寫得很好，看完這集之後更喜歡這個角色了:) 這個版本詮釋的方式跟影集裡不太一樣，但一樣好聽，建議可以兩個版本都聽聽看，影集的版本在文章最下面，不過劇情有爆雷，請自行斟酌。

憑什麼要失望　藏眼淚到心臟　

往事不會說謊　別跟它為難　我們兩人之間不需要這樣

我想

修煉愛情的心酸　學會放好以前的渴望　我們那些信仰　要忘記多難

遠距離的欣賞　近距離的迷惘　誰說太陽會找到月亮　別人有的愛　我們不可能模仿

修煉愛情的悲歡　我們這些努力不簡單　快樂煉成淚水　是一種勇敢

幾年前的幻想　幾年後的原諒　為一張臉去養一身傷　別講想念我　我會受不了這樣

記憶它真囂張　路燈把痛點亮　情人一起看過多少次月亮　他在天空看過多少次遺忘　多少心慌

修煉愛情的心酸　學會放好以前的渴望　我們那些信仰　要忘記多難

遠距離的欣賞　近距離的迷惘　誰說太陽會找到月亮　別人有的愛　我們不可能模仿

修煉愛情的悲歡　我們這些努力不簡單　快樂煉成淚水　是一種勇敢

幾年前的幻想　幾年後的原諒　為一張臉去養一身傷　別講想念我　我會受不了這樣

笑著說愛讓人瘋狂　哭著說愛讓人緊張　忘不了那個人就投降

修煉愛情的悲歡　我們這些努力不簡單　快樂煉成淚水 是一種勇敢

幾年前的幻想　幾年後的原諒　為一張臉去養一身傷　別講想念我　我會受不了這樣

幾年前的幻想　幾年後的原諒　為一張臉去養一身傷　別講想念我　我會受不了這樣

我們怎麼開始的　結束的
怎麼結束的　卻開始了
記得不記得　現在都忘了
又開始殘缺

我們怎麼分開的　分開的
怎麼相遇的　又愛著的
認得不認得　你應該認得
都是你給的

我沒有瘋　我只是很難過
我沒有瘋　我只是很脆弱
就算再痛　我也會讓我們自由
這才是我　一個坦白的我

時間走過　我只是還難過
我不想留　這傷口還在痛
我沒有瘋　是當初忘記了喊痛
怎麼不懂　我只是沒有說
都沒有說

"You don't know me, and you don't even care."

我們就這樣一直互相責備著到底是誰不了解誰，卻沒發現誰都不願意愛誰。

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... she said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
She said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.

印象中似乎是國一的音樂課表演上唱過SHE的魔力。

雖然不是他們的瘋狂粉絲，但真的覺得他們一路走來擁有非常迷人的特質。

成長、勇敢、善良、堅強、無懼。

而我也因為有他們的歌聲陪伴，才得以看見自己十年來的變化。

一直很想念心中那個單純相信的女孩。

現在，我則是相信著，轉身後我才能重新獲得簡單的快樂。

在雲端　飛機就要著陸
帶我回到　最初飛翔之處 
看著窗　映著我的臉龐
那個女孩　是否還在我臉上

也曾在晴空　遭遇過　亂流起伏
穿過人心幽谷　懂得天真是包袱 
卻不想改變面目

像女孩的女人　不願世故 
情願拿我真心　當作是禮物
複雜的世界裡　單純的去付出 
哪怕說認真會輸

像女孩的女人　有時會哭 
受過傷卻不怕　再踏上旅途
算計的世界裡　走自己的腳步 
也不願入境隨俗 
(堅持飛我的天真　航路)

今年九月跟S環島在台南老家無意間聽到的。

霍尊的茉莉花，用日本演歌式的唱法，婉轉清亮，似乎有種能讓全世界都安靜下來的力量。

他的歌聲讓我彷彿看到茉莉花綻放的瞬間...

從沒想過茉莉花可以簡單得如此動人。

今天剛從台東回來，三天的時間轉眼就過去了。

很難形容台東對於我的意義是什麼，但是我真的很喜歡那塊土地。

更重要的是，那裡的天空、那裡的海、那裡的人，以及他們所擁有的夢跟故事。

太晚了，還是只能先聽首歌。

因為一直沒有時間打網誌，先分享一些音樂。

這首歌出自最近很受歡迎的日劇（或漫畫）《深夜食堂》，第二季第一集。

每看必哭的一集，日本人對於感情的那種內斂和細節處理得非常好。

很溫暖的一首歌。

今天腦海裡一直出現這首歌的旋律

「最美的不是下雨天，是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷」

冷咖啡離開了杯墊　我忍住的情緒在很後面

拼命想挽回的從前　在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天　是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷

回憶的畫面　在盪著鞦韆　夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠

又何必去改變　已錯過的時間

你用你的指尖　阻止我說再見

想像你在身邊　在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠

或許命運的籤　只讓我們遇見

只讓我們相戀　這一季的秋天

飄落後才發現　這幸福的碎片

要我怎麼撿

哈哈哈哈怎麼這麼可愛啦!!!!!!!

昨天跟Julie講到水餃跟睡覺的事情，她說有一個外國樂團因此寫了一首歌歌頌這件事。

於是我就去找了這首歌，也太幽默了吧！

Sincerely share this beautiful song to whom I truely love.

One day, I know I will:)

I do I do

Oh I look up to you
You don't look down on me
Maybe you could be the one
Be my honey
One and one is true
True as the days of summer
True as the sad man on my corner
True blue

Oh you make me wanna say

I do, I do
I do believe in you
This much I know is true
I do

Oh I look up to you
You don't look down on me
What do you see in me?
Is it oceans of blue?
How do you
Make the colors say
In a thousand crazy ways
That in the end Most things will be ok

Oh you make me wanna say

I do, I do
I do believe in you
This much I know is true
Oh its a little grain of sand
Coming to you from a desperate man
This much I know is true

Oh you make me wanna say I do

Look at my plan
It's such a simple plan
To love you and always be true

I do

很符合我心情的一首法文歌，奇妙的是找到在台灣取景的版本。

我覺得這個版本更能表達歌詞（或我）的意境。

窗外陰天了　音樂低聲了　我的心開始想你了

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了　口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了　我的心開始想你了

電話響起了　你要說話了　還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了　是你變了　是你變了

燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了　滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂　我的心真的受傷了

How can I forget about the past?

How do I breathe again without yesterday?

I'm still learning with all the pain and sorrow, hoping that one day I would recover from yesterday.

After all, I'm the one who tripped myself.